An I One Of The Crazy People!?

I hate myself more & more each day. The guilt, the self loathing the feeling that I'm never good enough, the worrying, the anxiety, the fear, I find it exhausting. I wish it would just disappear. Depression, thats what the doctor called it. That's what the psychiatrist called it. They gave me tablets. I can't live without them now but everyday I feel they are working less. I'm trapped inside my own head & I hate myself. That is all. End of rant.
Fallingawayeveryday Fallingawayeveryday
26-30, F
Dec 1, 2012