Dear XThinking about how much I hate you is distracting. I hate you more than I can say.
We haven't contacted each other in 2 months.
Thoughts of you haunt me. How much you hurt me. How much I hate you. I would hurt you if I knew how. I would destroy myself just to hurt you. Because nothing will do justice except you majorly hurt. You're lucky I'm not violent. But in my fantasies, I spit in your face. In your face. I shoot your place. I heel your jaw. Let me go.
I hate you more than I can say.
I hate who you are as a person. I hate who you've become.
I don't trust you, I never have.
I hate that all my suspicions about you were true. I hate that I gave you benefit of the doubt. I hate that you proved me right. I hate that you made a joke of me. I hate that you think you deserve to be happy. You deserve nothing. I hate that you and your lot think you deserve anything other than misery. I hate that none of you think you owe me a real, true apology. All I gave you. What was it for? I suspected you didn't love me. I was right.
LDPT, I hate you more than I can say. How much you hurt me haunts me. Let me go.
Threetimesthree 31-35, F 2 Responses 3 Apr 25, 2011