1year 8months Of Hell

It was ok in the beginning. He came off as shy and nice. Towards the 3rd month of our relationship he began to become verbally abusive an controlling. Whenever I didn't want to do something(attend his mothers bday party) he choked me. I should've got out of the relationship then but I stayed bc he said he'd never do it again. We moved in together and he had girls calling the home all times of the night, he never helped clean, he always called me fat. I put him in jail for beating me and squirting a full bottle of ketchup on me. He got out but didnt change. He was the perfect angel to his friends and family. Everyone thought i was the reason for his lash outs. I went through his phone one day, found out he was cheating and he got so pissed that he through a rock at my car mirror and shattered it. He bit my nose one day after church bc I asked him to go to the store to pick up some eggs. He's called me fat, "no edges", bald headed, and makeup face on several occasions. Christmas, valentines day, and my birthday have gone by and i didn't get a gift from him. I hate him and I've dumped him and for the first time in 1 year and 8 months im happy. I'm 5'7 162lbs I can find someone who will treat me better than him. I hate him I hate him I hate him. It feels so good to say it. Every time I looked at him I want to scream it but I kept my composure. The bitterness is gone and I'm on the road to recovery.
Badfeeling Badfeeling
22-25, F
Nov 25, 2012