Wasted Four Years Of My Life With A CheaterI hate you so much. I can't even put into words how much hate I have for you. I hate your mother. I hate your family. I hate everything about you. You are scum. Your are a coward. When things get serious you run. You will never find a girl like me. I hate you for cheating on me the first time and still leading me on. I hate you for meeting my family and pretending you were serious about me. I hate how you actually got all of us to believe that we were going to get married. I hate how you left me so abruptly the first time. I hate how I begged you take me back and you rejected my love. I hate how I found out you were cheating after you had left me. I hate how you blamed me for your infidelity. I did nothing but fight for our love. I fought with my family to accept you even though they warned me that you were not a good person. But you left then and you left me hanging now. I am disappointed in myself for taking you back the second time you came around. I regret ever bringing you back into my life. But love is blind and it made me do things that were disrespectful to myself. You wasted my time. How can you send another proposal and then again leave so abruptly. I hate myself for thinking you were a changed man. People like you never change and its sad that nothing bad ever happens to people like you. I cannot believe I took you back after cheating on me for the second time. I hate your pathetic friend Zain but most of all I hate you and your mom. Your mom is a sad, lonely woman. She is conniving and as soon as she had the chance to turn you against me she did. I know you will never find the love I gave you in anyone. I loved you unconditionally, even with all those times you had broken my heart. One day you will realize what I am worth and it will be too late. After me, all you date is trash. Honestly you are trash and your pathetic. I am glad you left me again. In fact, it doesn't even hurt. The only thing that hurts is how I begged you take me back for the second time. I lost my dignity and i don't know how to gain it back. But I am very glad I punched your face. You deserved that and much worse. The day you die would probably be the happiest day of my life. I am so much better than you in every department. I am better in school, at making money and definitely looks. You blamed me for not having sex with you, well the truth is I never had the desire to sleep with you. I am not attracted to you. You have a 50 yr old man's beer belly. You have foul breath and body odor. You have a small penis and you can't even last a minute in bed. Oh I am so glad we are over. I can't believe I put up with all that. I don't even want to waste my time seeking revenge. I just want you to suffer and never find love. Your not worthy of love. Like I said you are scum and will always be scum to me.
Even though karma does not get everyone. I truly believe it will catch up with you. I hope there comes a time when you are begging me to take you back and I have moved on. You are two-faced. One minute your saying you want to marry me and the next week you give me the crap that you don't want to worry about getting engaged or being in a relationship. You really are full of your self. And when I took you back, it boosted your ego. That if you can get me then you can get any other girl. The truth no other girl will want to waste their time with such a dull, mono toned personality. All you do is complain and whine . You don't want to try to fix the problem. You just want to whine about it.
I honestly don't even think I loved you. Its been less than a week since you left me and I feel relieved. I feel like I found myself again. I don't miss you I just have unconditional hate for you. That is only because you wasted my time and my family's time.
I want to leave this at... GO TO HELL RP!
An EP User 9 Responses 7 Jan 30, 2013