Now I'm The One Who's Laughing!
Hey I think I'll start off by saying hate is a strong word, my ex did give me a wonderful son afterall but I do dislike him strongly for the things he did to me and mostly for the way he made me feel
He made me feel worthless
He made fun of me when I cried even though he's the one who made me cry
He spit in my face
He pushed me down countless times
He gave me soooo many bruses
He tried to make me look crazy in front if our friends
And he would never let me go when I tried to leave him.............
But oh well, all that's over now and I get to laugh because after all those things he did to me he still expected me to want to have sex with him all the time, he had me convinced there was something wrong with me and that I didn't like sex or something, turns out I just didn't like sex with him........why would I want to be intimate with someone who made me feel so low............I have a new boyfriend now who treats me like gold, we have been together for 8 months, and believe me I was not the problem when it came to sex with my ex cuz now I have lot's and lot's of wonderful meaningful sex all the time! I guess I just needed the right partner
and of course more importantly than that my new boyfriend is there for me and never makes fun of me, he suports everything I do and makes me feel great about myself, I culdn't ask for better!
Sorry for my rant, it was just soemthing that bothered me about myself for a long time when I was stuck in that relationship and I'm so happy to see that it wasn't me at all, it was him, so if anyone else is in a bad relationship and their sex drive is low don't get down on yourself, you just might not feel close to that person.................Hope all is well everyone :)