All Fights, No Trust

When I was wrong, my mom and dad got divorced because my dad cheated on my mom. He went and lived with his new love and my mom eventually met someone new. While I was too yound to understand much, I often mimiced my sisters emotions. We moved hours away from our old life. For a couple years, things were good. Then the fighting began. Everyone fought constantly. Now, we have all grown apart and it has left me with this deep hate. Every time I try to tell my mom or stepdad or anyone in my family something, it usually ends in a huge fight. I don't feel like I can trust anyone, even outside my family because of all the screwed up stuff that I grew up with. I don't want to be the person who hates their family, but I don't know how to live with them any more. It's becoming so ridiculous and painful....

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13-15, F
Jul 10, 2010