And They Hate Me Too So Its Cool.well so many family members that hate me. lol. where do i start...... ok lets begin with whom it all began with. my dearest mother. and i use the term losely. my mother doesn't see me as her daughter, but as her competition. she goes out of her way to buy others presents and cloths but she wonte do it for me. she'll buy her friends a cake for their birthday on top of that a present. she wonte even say happy birthday to me. not even a cupcake. lol.
one time she went to celebrate my birthday only i wasn't invited! as hard as that is to believe its true. first of all i couldn't pick the restaurant. we had to go to the one that she wanted. i said ok. then i couldn't invite my friends. she invited her friends. i was taking my GED test and was free after 8pm she got upset saying ugghh but i wanted to go at 5pm. and i promised them already! (her friends) then she sais unless i take them without you. i didn't feel like arguing so i was like fine. god will take care of her i thought to myself. and he did. 2 of her friends didn't go after my mother told them i wouldn't be a part of MY own birthday celebration.one of them nicely told her well if shes not going then whats the point we're celebrating her birthday. the other one told my mother off to the point that they got into an argument. lmao. i thankd god for that. there is a god.
now this is just one event out of many i could seriously write a whole novel. the most recent thing that she did to show her hatred tours me was just the other day. surprisingly my brother (who also hates me) was like always.... attacking me on my life style. critising me for bein 22 and unmarried.still living with my mother lol. (he got married to his wife when she was 14) the pervert!. (we are from a third world country only thankfully i was born in the usa, god bless america. lol) so then he starts making things up saying ive had alot of abortions (not true) that im ******* left and right (true) (but i always use protection) (not that is any of his buisness) lol. i simply responded with jokes at all the insults and him critisizing my life style. like i would say oh yeah i guess i should've gotten married when i was 14. lol. things like that. anywho my mother start yelling at me telling me to shut up! shut up!, mind you he is the one that is insulting me im just defending myself shes not saying a word to him. i could see she was enjoying him insulting me humiliating me. she wanted me to pretty much let him get away with insulting me. eventually i started crying. (i hate to admit it but he got what he wanted he made me cry) and she went with him to watch tv and talked to him and his wife like they where best friends.like he hadn't done nothing wrong, she didn;t even care to comfort her own daughter. she keeps trying to push my buttons ever since that day. but i honestly am talking to her very nicely. im hanging in there by a thread i don't want to do anything i will regret later on. so! im moving out in about 2 weeks. i'll be getting my first apartment i pray that everything goes great. i don't have a guarrantor, thats my main concern but im remaining hopeful that everything will turn out great. and i never want to see this women AGAIN! EVER! 2 b continued. lol.