Family...

I am 17, and I don't connect with my family. I have two friends one of which takes me in over weekends. When I am round hers I feel like part of a family. Since I was young I wanted to be part of a proper family, sit down at dinner, talk to each other and know how it feels to be loved. My sister and brother are loved and I hate the different treatment  we get, they get everything and get away with everything. I don't if i go out my parents don't care they dont care if i have money or house keys or even when I am coming home. I stayed a week round my friends and they did not ring once to see if i was ok, thats all i wanted a simple phone call but i never got it.

They don't care how i am doing in school, when i have a parents evening they come but sit there and don't talk, they don't even talk to me, and don't ask the teachers how i am doing or how i can improve. I just want them to care, but i know they won't. I have come to realise the fact that they won't care for me but now i am struggling to live in this house with them, i don't know what i can do to support myself and how to deal with them.