I Can't Take It Anymore

I hate my family more than anything. I know that kids have it worse than me out there that's what keeps me going honestly. My dad died when I was 9 and ever since then nothing has been the same. My mom treats me like I'm trash and pretty much mocks me all the time. I'm sorry I'm not like my sisters and have issues and cuts myself if I did maybe they would actually stop treating me the way they do. It's gotten to the point where I don't even wanna be around them. Everyone always gangs up on my and makes it my fault I know i have had problems in the past but what teenage kid doesn't. I really tried to make up for it but I'm done I don't care anymore. My family is never there for me and I'm like a black sheep the last thing that has kept me going is my boyfriend and he is the only one there for me. He sees it all and doesn't understand why I get treated this way. I dont understand either some incite would be nice thank you for listening :)  
Danielle1238 Danielle1238
18-21, F
1 Response Apr 22, 2012

heyhey, I feel so close to you :D I hate my family and I hate my family that I hate my family in the same time.