I Hate My Family

I hate my family.. i get yelled at for everything i do.. my mom calls me ugly and a ***** and a dumb **** and tells me that im not going to go anywhere in life.. all my friends tell me i am to thing and that she is crazy and not to belive her but i dont know.. other adults tell me to be kinder to my mother but they dont know what happens when no one is around my dad is always yelling at me about school work and telling me "your so dumb you should get tested there's something not right"
2ndhandSARAnade 2ndhandSARAnade
18-21
1 Response May 14, 2012

I know how you feel. Everyday, yelling in our house is just a normal thing like breathing. My mom has mild case of dementia and diabetes so it makes her really agitated and yells the hell out of everybody. My siblings are the same, they talk trash and yells at my mother like she is some kind of animal or whatever. I just want to punch them but I cannot because my mom will become more agitated. It freaks me out. I feel like I am going crazy and the stress is making my skin to erupt. I think I'm gonna die (which is really okay because I hate my life anyway) before the person I really want to kill right now. I'm so tired. I just want to leave.....