Hatred For My Family

I feel bad saying I hate my family because I know that it sounds terrible to most people. The truth is they treat me badly. I've always been the black sheep of the family. I've always been the one who is left out, gets talked crap about, gets told I'm wrong for anything and everything, who gets picked apart, and who gets blamed no matter.
I'm 28 years old and nothing has changed. I'd love to say that I love them and yes part of me does but I can honestly say there is a stronger part of hatred then there is love.
I feel like hating them makes me a bad person but I can say that part of me hates them.
luvswriting luvswriting 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 31, 2012

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I know how you feel. Hatred is bad, but it's real. You can't help but true emotions. Don't act on them negatively. I removed myself from the situation(moved 3hrs away), and it helped dramatically. However, I'm back now, and now it's worse than ever. I'm moving in a few months. Just move away.

Moving away isn't an option for me. Thanks for the advice.

Do you live in the household of other family members? If so, perhaps you could pick up extra activities such as volunteering, and try to stay out as much as possible. My pastime of choose is window shopping. Lol. That, or working out.