I'd Kill Them If I Could.

I hate my ******* family. I hate everything about them. I believe 95% of my life problems stem from them. They are the reason everything is wrong in my life. They are two-faced, gossiping, judgemental, narrow-minded pieces of ****, who deserve the worst.I dont know what I did to deserve this family. The sad thing is that they actually believe they are a good family. And do you know why they believe this? Because they put on a ******* sherade!!!! No, my parents didn't get a divorce, and no one in my family is a hardcore drug addict and no, i didn't get sexually abused although I did get hit as a child. But my family likes to believe they are perfect, that they are the ******* brady bunch. But they are the ******* opposite! 
ALL THEY CARE ABOUT IS LOOKING PERFECT. They all put on a ******* sherade for eachother and act like they are this good fuckign family. All they care about is looking good in our community because we come from a stupid piece of **** culture where if life is eating up your insides you still have to smile and act like your a successful, happy teddybear that loves everyone! Behind this warm sherade lies a family full of hypocritical, backstabbing, unworthy scumbags and I hope to god I break away from this hellhole one day and never see the face of any one of these parasites again. It makes me sick I come from the same gene pool as them.

They don't accept me for who I am. They judge me on everything. Just because i'm not a loud, social, obnoxious attention seeking trail of slime like my sister. Im quiet and they use that against me and make fun of me, calling me a depressed loser. I have been severly depressed for quite some time and no one in this family takes it seriously. They have a hard time believing that any one can be unhappy in our BRADY BUNCH LA-DEE-******* DA FAMILY! Im sick and tired of no one taking me seriously because im not a ******* prisoner of war. I have confided in my sisters back when I was naive enough to trust them and when we would get into fights they would use it against me, totally shattering my self-esteem. I called my brother who was living in the states at the time and told him about how depressed I was feeling and truley confided and him, I told him everything. A few months later when he returns home, he tells them everything i told them and they just used it against me some more! I asked him why and he makes fun of me for it telling me to stop being such a baby.

I went to the doctor and she prescribed me anti-depressants. I didn't tell my mom or trust her at first, but I was unsure of taking them, so once again, like a fool, i decided to confide in my mom and brother and ask them what they think of me taking them. And once again, they didn't take me seriously, they told me my problems were stupid and that im depressed for no reason. They told me anti-depressants weren't the problem and that i just had to "suck it up and stop being weak."

As a kid, my sisters insulted me on how i look all the time. Now i have extreme social anxiety and hate the way I look. My mom gets frustrated with me when I tell her how i feel. This family is a fuckign curse. My sister was always trying to compete with me as a kid, and always tried to destroy my self esteem. She always tells people we look alike like she's ******* proud, yet destroyed my self esteem as a kid and constantly calls me ugly!!! What type of game is that to play on some one?

My mother completely disregards how Im feeling. All she cares about is how i act around guests and how she doesn't want me to embarrass her around company. When Im depressed she says, "dont embarrass me around _________ now, don't be all pissy now."

One of my cousins, who our family hates came down from germany for a visit around the time of my birthday. My sister, brother and a few people decided to take me out for my birthday and my other sister (who i have no relationship with what so ever) decided to hang out with our "evil" cousin instead of coming to my birthday. Now i was perfectly fine with her not coming to my birthday celebration seeing as how we hate eachother. So my brother and sister get mad at her for not coming to my birthday. Or at least that was there fuckign bullshit excuse for it. They really didn't give a **** that she didn't come to my birthday, they were just mad because they didn't want her hanging out with the "evil" cousin in the first place. And they have the ******* decency to use my birthday as an excuse. So when we had the actual birthday celebration at my house, it was a total mess and there selfish problems ruined it. Every one was in a pissy mood all cause my sister decided not to come to my birthday, when I didn't give a **** about it in the first place. They were mad because of their own selfish reasons and used me as an excuse. My birthday ended up being a total awkward piece of ****. but thats not the end of it.

When my sisters engagement party was going on at our house, I didn't want to partake in it. And my mom storms into my room and insists I come downstairs. I say I dont want to. She says, if you dont come downstairs, dont ever call me mother again and things of that nature. So naturally, I had to come downstairs, act like everything was ******* okay and smile. But when it was my birthday, every one had a right to act as uncomfortable as they felt. Completely unfair.

When my mom gets mad at one of my brothers and sisters, she doesn't DARE explode at them, she reasons and bargains with them. But she takes it all out on me. Im her ******* punching bag. She still ******* hits me when she's angry, but not them..

I am really fed up with our family, and they always guilt trip me into thinking i have things so easy. They dont see their faults. These negative feelings dont come from no where. Being severely depressed doesn't come from no where. Yet they think I make everything up. I hate my life, and my family is a disease.

Sillymee Sillymee 18-21, F 35 Responses Jan 17, 2009

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You need to take responsibility for yourself, your actions, and how you feel or let yourself feel.

Blaming it on other people will get you nowhere except even more miserable.

Same here bro, I hate my ******* family too, they're nothing but some ungrateful son of a b****

My sisters said I am ugly without make up & say I'm a lesbian because I don't have a boyfriend.

I've come to realize that the family I'm born into is solely to teach me lessons, they are not my true family..I am searching for my tribe & believe they are out there & that giv es me solice.

People, I've got the same problem, the same ******* family and the same **** called "life"...

i absolutey agree with all ur statements.. just as close as mine. but idk. mine is worse i guess.. had been called so many phrases which are so damn bad.. not gonna say it here bcuz theres no point of it. and had been hit by all of my family members.. my brother,my mom and my dad.. im so sick of these things.. i only live with my parents since my bro left us for his job in the city n im actually just moved to this shithole that got NOTHING here.. what dafuq do u think im gonna get if i get stressed out? not like u..go to the cinema,meeting ur friends..just everywhere.. n me? just **** u really..**** u all!! at my age dat should be like all fun and just to studying to pursue our ambitions.. n now just me in this shithole.doing chores like evry ******* day,and still that ***** is still not satisfied..cook for them,just every single thing dat i've done..they do not appreciate it at all!beat me,say bad words to me.. all those things makes me believe that i am what they r saying.. then when their lovely son came home.. his turn to show off bout his successful life.then when my parents told him what i did wrong which i think its not a ******* ****..then my brother's turn to beat me up.. i feel like im not even their family..everyday i thought about of running away.. but nah.. i don't want them to win this game.. i'll be someone dat can make them suffer for wht they had done to me all this childhood ruined by my own family.. tho nobody cares and nobody knows about this there is still a huge impact in my life..and a hole dat could never be refill.. i really hope someday they will understand why i really depressed..

I know what you're feeling, i have 2 siblings a brother and sister.<br />
Im the youngest, my brother is 23, my sister is 18, and i'm 13.<br />
My siblings both ****** up and know my parents, resent me because they think i'll end up like my siblings. They've always<br />
tried to make me be someone that im not, i was always the quite one in my family, both my siblings were loud and eccentric, my parents always wanted me to get along with others like my siblings but i was always very shy. When i was 9 years old, my brother was arrested for robbery charges, i <br />
always loved my brother, he was the only one who really cared. My parents started to suffer from depression after that. My sister never helped either. I probably have the worst relationship with my sister, she would be mean to always<br />
be mean to me, my sister always acted like an idiot, she would spend her time partying and doing drugs. My brother was bailed out of prison when i was 10 and a half, after that the situation with my sister kept getting worse, my brother was on house arrest, so i got to spend more time with him, deep down i really knew my brother had changed. My sister though was worse then before, she had gotten pregnant at the age of 16, my siblings tried to hide that fact, my almost got into a fight with the guy who got my sister pregnant. My brother eventually had got his sentance, and is know in prison. Knowing about my sister, my family moved abroad. He tricked us into staying their<br />
at first i had liked it there, but i was too blind to realise the truth<br />
everyone their had problems, but they tried to their sadness under smiles laughter, they were all liars, my father was just being used for money.I hated them all. After 1 year my father had put up my sister for matrimony. Which my sister didn't take very lightly. She had stopped talking to my father. My parents took out their anger on me. My parents would go back to states for long periods of time, during that time i learned how to depend on myself.I learned everthing i needed to survive in the<br />
real world. I had grown apart from my family. It felt as if i never had one to begin.I had finally realized it, my family never cared about me, they were never their for me as a child.I never learned how to ride a bike, or swim because no one was their to teach me, i was ashamed of myself, my sister used to hold it up like a trophy that she could do something i couldn't so i hid those facts away being ashamed of myself. Whenever i cried as a child no one was there to cheer me up, i never had a father that taught me how to play sports or mother who would care for me, all they cared about was how good i was at studies. Now my childhood is practicaly over. My father wouldn't accept the fact that i didn't care about him, and he tried make me be someone else, and know after years of abuse i hate him. I hate all of my family. Their all liars that tried to use me for their own good. Know i can't take life anymore, they acted as if i wasnt there. I suffer from depression, i rarely get any sleep, but i know one day i'll finally be happy. Sorry if wrote my life story fo you.

My goodness I appreciate the passion, because I share it as well.

My family raised me like I was in a church of catholic nuns and now I have no clue how to actually go after any woman that finds me attractive, because I was taught that it would 'just happen' and I should just wait for it.

I'd rather have them all thrown under a bus and have my dad there to teach me how to seduce a woman.

You can teach a kid all you want about being "successful". If you don't teach them how to be successful with the opposite sex, they'll never be happy.

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I'm going through the exact same thing as you! It is literally the same situation as you. My family only cares about reputation and how they look towards others. They hate me so much just because I'm quiet and antisocial. They hate me just because I'm not girly. My family is absolutely disgusting. All they do is talk **** about others and criticize others. They call be abnormal and all these other horrible things. They trained the little kids to hate me too. They are soo two faced also. My mom hits me too so I know how it feels. I'm also antisocial and have social anxiety due to them. They made me feel suicidal and depressed. They always exclude me from family events, they talk to every other kid except for me. Everyday my mom calls me retarded, stupid, ugly, and useless and I eventually started to believe in it. I'm scared to talk to people now. When guests come I just hide in my room, but then my mom curses me out and says that something is wrong with me. And we have to freekin smile at all times at social events. We can't stop smiling or be sad for even a second. I feel like no one understands what I'm going through. My parents hate me, my family hates me, and I barely have any friends. I'm not depressed for no reason, but because of them.

Everyone also always releases their anger out on me. They blame me for all the problems.

My family is dysfunctional and everyone takes their anger out on me too, I am depressed but no ones cares so don't think you're alone in this.

My family is like that I get abuse they shout at me for nothing I HATE HATE HATE Them after my stupid brother was born I became like a rubish bin they caused arguments for nothing and also now if my brother calls me names or hits me they all blame it on me that i shouldnt start the fight even though it wasn't me !!!!!!! I want to kill myself or if Its possible I would rather be in a child's home so something I HATE MY FAMILY !!!

Wow, the same happens here. I hate my mom's family so much that I'm thankful for not having siblings. Guess you have to find happiness away from them and do not let them suck your energy. There are people who love taking advantage of the others (my family) and they manage to make the others feel miserable whenever there's success around. Don't pay attention to them and find your own happiness.
I know what's depression cause I'm bipolar yet I have learnt to manage it. If you can handle depressiin without medication then you can ignore your family: remember that we give the others the power to hurt us.

Man I kno how you feel, I hate my parents so bad, I just wish I had new ones because **** my old ones

Scrooge08 shut the **** up you have no compassion and should keep you hate full mouth shut! Depression is not some thing anybody should brush aside *** off **** face!

My family is the exact same way. I'm sorry that you have to go through this.

You are all ungrateful selfish little *****. Your parents wouldn't be embarrassed if you weren't doing embarrassing ****. Or maybe you have a terrible reputation? Have you ever considered how your reputation affects your parents? I'm sure your selfish *** haven't. All of you are so ******* ungrateful. Your parents should kill you... ... OR why don't you just run away.??? And be REAL adults. Free-loading ******* ******.

You sound stupid as fûck. Something is obviously wrong in that family and for you to have the balls to call someone that makes you a idiot. Telling someone their parents should ki them. Immature much??

Ur a ******* *** and a *** for saying that ****

so touchy lines for me, seriously.. most of your stories have similarities with my one..dear friend I appreciate it and respect mostly..I think we should create an anti-family organisation..whats your point?

My friend, oddly enough, your family is fairly typical and I empathize! We can chose our friends but not our family. I too come from a family of similar kooks. (I am also a retired, highly educated professional,,,,not because of my family but in Spite of my family)
The world of humans is so shallow and so full of pathetic losers, you need to realize you may not fit because you are much more highly evolved! Check Danny Searle, Delores Cannon on soul ages for a start. Many of of us on earth wonder why we are here and what's our purpose? Well do so by checking on utube and the internet on higher soul advancement, you are probably an advanced soul born into a family of regular (idiots) people. Check out Delores Cannon, dozens of other authors who have treated people like us, discovered to be
superior to most humans on earth at present. You are likely more advanced as I was, my family full of baboons did not have a fraction of my IQ.
Go online, research Ascention, soul ages, life after death.....dozens of doctors and PhD professors with lots to teach!
Good luck, love and peace, from a brother. G

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My family is exactly like that and they compare my to other kids like,"So and So's kids would never do that." or,"Other people's kids always look so happy to be going to school." Like, no! No kids would be happy to go to school. Especially my mom. She calls me a fukin mental freak for cutting. She doesn't fukin understand that the family is the reason for it. When we go to the doctors and the doctor asks,"have you ever been abused?" i have to lie and smile and say,"Nope. Never!"
My mom's friend has a kid in my grade who goes to my school and whenever i bring home a test score, she ignores my grade even if its a good grade and asks me what he got and if i say i don't know she always insults me and then calls her friend and asks and if he got a better score than me, she hits me with this metal rod. A fukin metal rod! She aims for the joints especially my knee joints and my knees are always swollen ans she doesn't even fukin care, she just says,"Good." And when
My dad is just as bad. He's a fukin stalker. He waits until i go into the bathroom to take a shower or go on the toilet then knocks on the door and says,"_______, open the door, I have to use the bathroom." And when i say,"I'm in the bathroom!" He gets this little metal wire and puts it through the hole in the door knob and opens the door and comes inside and hits me. I hate him so fukin much. One day i broke my laptop and he hit me until i couldn't breathe. He skinned my arm and it was bleeding and the popular girls at school asked me what happened and i had to lie and say i feel off my bike.
I hate my family so much. They even told me to kill myself.

my family is the same i want to die so badly and not live any more i hate them all
i wish i could run but they will hunt me down and kill me

i feel so family is against me and nobody is talking to me.they treat me like ****.i havent eaten for a day and half but not even my parents gave a ****.i used to worship my dad but he's now against me too.for no bf dumped me.and he's texting me only when he's horny.i dont have anyone to talk to.i thought my bf would be but.. :( im just 21 and my life has never been good.its been years since i was happy

I hated my family before because I thought they didn't care. I hated even my judgemental relatives. But try to look on the brighter side of life. If you'll focus on the negative things you're feeling, you'll end up feeling negative as well. You will never feel good with them if you make yourself keeps on repeating your bad memories with them. You just need to vent your anger out. I think you just need a person to listen to you :)

Same problem. I hate my family, I want to **** on their graves and spit on their corpses. Hope ur still not stuck with them like I am

I feel the exact same way.

Its like we have the same life. Sorry about all of that.

I know how you feel.Personally, I'll kill just my parents if I had the chance. I ******* hate them and wish they will burn in hell. They always try to control my life and they are backstabbing bunch of bastards. My mom is so fake, she will be all nice to peoples but she than starts talking hella crap about them. My dad supports my mom in EVERYTHING! So annoying.

Dude, that sounds EXACTLY like my parents. They are always getting on my nerves, and it ****** me off to no end.

That sounds like my parents too!They always compliment how nice a restaurant is and then start criticising it as soon as we are not in the restaurant anymore......

Just kill them. They sound like they deserve to die.

Sounds like my family. Trust me i feel your pain. My family pratically ruined me too. I graduated but still live with these people. Its not easy.

i would tell theme im gonna kill myself but u would actully be running away from home u can stay with one of ur friends

But what if you have no friends house to go to???

ur family so hateful and u should go tell the police

im sorry i feel the same way