Im Tired of Being Abused
i dont want this anymore. i ask for help, but nobody hears me. im tired of being beaten up and ridiculed and yelled at and im tired of having to defend myself all the time to deaf ears, im tired of having to hide when everybody comes home, im tired of being forced to be alone and blamed for everything that goes wrong when its not my fault and im tired of it being okay to use me as a punching bag. im tired of crying myself to sleep over this. i dont want to hate myself anymore, i want them to know how much i hate them, i dont want to be afraid of them anymore. i dont want to secretly enter this during the night in the dark when no one is around. i want to escape.