I Hate My Friends Because I Can't Identify Myself With Them.
You know the age old saying "Show me your friends and I'll tell you who you are." Well, what happens when your "friends" aren't exactly people that you wanna hang out or be affiliated with, but just people you hang out with by default. There's this one friend that I've known for 4 years and even after knowing her for less than a year I hated her. I was hoping the feeling would go away and it does, but for only a little while. The feeling is back with vengeance this year as well. I can't stand her and now she's planning on having our graduation party together. Again, I hate what she's planning for it! She wants to add a whole bunch of Japanese drummers and a huge ballroom for a whole bunch of guests, mostly people I don't know! I don't want to be her friend, but then if I'm not her friend, my other friends will turn on me, which doesn't make them great friends in the first place, but I just need them around until I can find other friends that suit my personality and don't give the "WTF?" face when I speak in different languages.