I Feel Disrespected By Them

I don't really hate my friends in general, I just hate them this past months. I am very close to them and literaly tell them everything. Especially the negative stuff, my fears, my worries. And that has always made me feel better. And they consider me a best friend too. But it's just that I am the one always calling first. I am the one that always initiates contact. If I call them and they don't answer they don't call me back. I have to make plans to see them 2 weeks in advance and still they cancel. I feel really disrespected. I mean we're best friends. How can you not see your best friend for 1-2 months, just because you can't make yourself go out. Idk if they are depressed or something cuz one of them rearly goes out of the house. Which is irrelevant because you still have to find strenght to go out to see your friend. i mean you should want that. I know I do want to see them more often, but it's just so dificult. I feel like I am the only one. I want to be respected more. We're close, very close in terms of sharing, but they don't respect me and I need to find people that respect me.
notnownotever notnownotever
18-21, F
1 Response May 6, 2012

I am going through the same exact thing right now. I have always been the one taking the initiative and making the effort to contact my two 'best friends'. This is actually why I created my account on here.. To vent about what I was going through with them. I am here to talk to you if you need to. I can honestly relate 100% with everything you posted. I have decided that it isn't worth it to continue trying to see them when they don't make the effort to see me. Like that old saying goes, actions speak louder then words. These people don't deserve to be in our lives nor do they have any right to treat anyone like they have done. It hurts, but once you come to the realization that if someone wanted to be in your life they would be, you will be able to deal with this a lot easier. You can private message me if you would like to talk about whatever you are going through.