They All Secretly Hate Me.
I've been friends with a group of five for a while now, three-four years, and they all secretly hate me. All the time I find out about them talking behind my back, how I'm a "spaz", how I'm a "douche", and then when they know I know, they expect me to just laugh it off. Maybe I'm overreacting, but all they seem to do is hate me secretly, and then expect me to act normal the next day. I can't trust any of them with secrets at all, 'cause the next thing they do is go off and tell everyone. I can't show them anything l write, (I write a little), 'cause all they do is make fun of me. I've tried finding other friends, but everybody else are pretty much the same. I don't know what to do.