I Am Living In Hell
My husband is a self-centered selfish bastard. Everything is all about him. I always have to agree to everything he says because it's "how it's supposed to be" or "that's how I grew up..so that's how it's going to be". Whenever we are out in public he is always the "perfect husband" Everyone thinks he is this kind hearted and I am lucky to have him. But in close doors, he is just the opposite. He never listens to me, he will always think my opinion does not matter or it is a stupid suggestion or idea. He values other peoples opinion and ignores mine. He lies to me and tries to hide it. Always reminds m that I have to lose weight. I am nursing right now and he expects me to just lose all the baby weight. I just hate him, and whenever I tell him that I am mad or upset, he thinks I'm crazy. He thinks that I am inbalance and that I am the one that needs help. I really hate him and want to leave but right now I am out of a job. As soon as I find a job I AM OUT ! I just hope I can find work.