Satan's SecretaryYou know how someone can upset your spirit? You know how no matter how you try to distance yourself from someone they just can’t help themselves, they have to torment you? That is what I get. A man that just does not know when to quit. Even now we are apart, he still persists in making my life hell. God only knows why some why some people can be this way. They are not born evil but somewhere along the way the devil finds his way into their soul.
Imagine, I went to bed last night quite contented. My last conversation was with a woman who cheered me up somewhat as she totally understood me. I felt a connection as we were similar in many ways. This morning I wake up, the house is peaceful. I head to the kitchen to get my first cup of tea. The phone rings. I think that’s early. I answer it. It’s the EX. He launches into a barrage of abuse. Doesn’t even have the decency to say “Good Morning” or “Hello” first. Sunday morning is ruined. I’ve not even had my first cup of tea of the day yet and the day is spoilt.
It’s almost as though he has to let me know that he’s alive, every now and then showing himself because he knows I will never call him. How can a man be so spiteful, malicious, unkind.........? It’s his fault that things are the way they are. Why can’t he just move on and enjoy the life he has chosen for himself? I swear that in a previous life he had to have been Satan’s secretary.
You know sometimes as bad as it sounds and I know you should not wish bad things on people, I just wish Satan would claim his own. At least I would get the peace in my life that I deserve.
I’ve got this out of my system now. When I first sat here to type this, I was shaking so badly, so angry that I let this man upset me again, but I’m ok now.
EbonyLady 41-45, F 30 Responses 21 Jul 31, 2011