I Hate My Boyfriend While I Am Pregnant!!!!!!!!!
My boyfriend or fiancé is very well...... Annoying!! We recently went through a very rough patch that we just about scraped through just before and after the birth of our second daughter. I had prenatal and postnatal depression and found out early in my pregnancy that my brother had cancer. All of these put pressure on our relationship and we ended up on many occasions just not being able to stand the sight of each other. We are quite independent people anyway so any sign of trouble and we tend to seperate emotionally just to not have to deal with te hassle and bickering. Anyway we got through it somehow and started to feel "in love again" just before our daughter turned 2. It lasted a few months and it was lovely. II have fallen pregnant again and we are thrilled but all of a sudden there seems to be a huge distance between us again and we are bickering and annoying each other again. He says it's because I am crazy when I pregnant but whatever it is I am not sure I can take another 2 years of what we went through till we get "happy" again. We are so different which at times like these just makes it harder to come together with things. Anyway I really don't know what to do. I know he loves me and he does look after me financially. He is a fantastic father and in my head I know I don't want to lose him but emotionally I just dont feel connected or supported by him at all. I am worried that we aren't gonna be strong enough to get through this next pregnancy???!!!!!! But I want to do much. I am tired and probably a little hormonal and I don't feel like he gives me any space for these ns emotions I am dealing with and when I tell him he just gets really annoyed and we start to play the blame game and I just switch off then cause I don't have the energy (literally). Just wish he would go away while I am pregnant so I can get on with it and not have to deal with the arguments and and come back when I have had the baby and have energy and fewer hormones flying around. Anyway sorry for essay and thanks for reading??!!!