Worn Down Mentally With This Arrogant,tantrum Throwing HusbandI think I am now at the lowest i have beenf or years with him.Memorial day weekend has just ended,and every single day its the same story.I have to watch what i say,avoid certain subjects,never have any opinions of my own at all.I feel like I am being totally controlled and worn down.
My husband of 8 years will love nothing better than starting a fight over anything he can.He will yell,scream,foam at the mouth with hatred and crule words,yelling and biting his hands,like a toddler throwing a tantrum,and then demand that I apologise to HIM for his hurt feelings!
I am not allowed to cry during these daily outbursts,and if I do,he ignores all my feelings.He makes me feel like S*%t all the time,so I dont even wanna be in the same room as he is.
He did use to be nice,once,but not for many years now.we went out this weekend,with my teenage son,to relax and enjoy ourselves,but I knew he would use any ecuse to start his tantrums off,and he did.he was in the busy park,yelling,biting his hands,hitting his leg in a temper tantrum,and the reason for all this was?? my son accidentaly left the car door open whilst he got his fishing rod from the trunk.he even yelled at other ppl telling them to keep out of his business.
I am a quiet ,kind and caring person,who always sees the good in ppl,but I am at the lowest ever now,with no self esteem or anything,I feel like moving out,but I cant,as I am not a us citizen,only a lpr holder.
kittencake 46-50, F 3 Responses 1 May 29, 2012