Selfish Husband

Im newly married, i could type a book on our almost 6 year relationship that led up to the events that took place september 2nd, but have decided for the most part to perhaps type that at a later date.

Story is, Ive been crying constantly since he and i got married.

My husband left on vacation for three weeks with his mom, dad and brother, the day after we got married. I cried as he was leaving which should have beed red flags but obviously my feeling matter nothing to him, as he called me once and the conversation lasted 10 minutes.

My husband says he cant contact me due to no internet or phones working, but i see that his brother has posted pics on facebook of the vacation, so i know for a fact there's been internet.

Why has he not contacted me in some way? Im so hurt by him that i hate him, i hate that i fell for him. We have a 2 yr old daughter and since her dad left shes been wetting herself, im at the end of my rope. My daughter asks about him, she cried hes not here, seems im always having to sonsole her pain.

Its been 10 days since he left.

So married on september 2nd, but id only seen him for a week before that, as he was away due to work for the month before that...then also no phone, no way for me to contact him at all. Seems hes dead to me.....

I want to forget him all together......a new marriage and he couldnt give me a moment of his time, im so destroyed by his lack of interest in me or his child. Our child suffers the most, and has taken to wetting herself, she asks about him says she loves him and hates me.

Ive been the one by her side her entire life, while hes only been there half of it...yet hes earned her love, and remains bitter and hateful towards me.

Seems anytime i open up its for nothing at all, he ignores me then leaves me. This marriage is doomed i fear.......hes made it that way~!

Ignore your wife, make me feel no good, unwanted, and not even worth a call. Its funny cuz that guy flagging down the road smiles at me. I think about the man down to road now....hes close and if i throw him my number perhaps he'll call!

I love a man who thinks of me!!!!!!!! I dont care that im someones wife....means nothing obviously!

Every time ive smiled in our relationship its been for a short time, as my happiness was soon turned to sadness and the tears fell!

A feeling human, longs to hear her husbands voice, feel his touch, breath him in, look into his eyes, tremble she loves him so much.

My love causes me nothing but pain....the only thing i can think of, is to just find someone else to be with....im so lonely, sad, and want to cover my feelings for my husband!
cakers1 cakers1
31-35
2 Responses Sep 13, 2012

Honey don't waste your time anymore FILE
Any guy that would go on vaca w his family and
Leave behind his wife and baby is a ginormous
DOUCHE BAG I am sure his family sucks too!

Good luck
Arada11

Honey don't waste your time anymore FILE
Any guy that would go on vaca w his family and
Leave behind his wife and baby is a ginormous
DOUCHE BAG I am sure his family sucks too!

Good luck
Arada11