Hate For A Husband

I pretend to be happy and try my best to be a loving wife. I know that sometimes I just cant help the way I truely feel and just explode. Everyday that I see my husband I wonder what I possibly saw in him to ever make me want to marry him. They way he has hurt me, lied to me, cheated on me and jusy kept going on like nothing was ever wrong telling me to just get over it. Every time I see him I can just feel the anger building up inside me and a rage that burns through my entire body. I just want to hurt him the same way he has hurt me and make him feel all the things that I did and still do. I want him to cry himself to sleep and wish he was dead just the same way he made me feel.
Sunshine1058 Sunshine1058
18-21, F
Sep 15, 2012