Not Who I Want To Be

I feel that my husband has made me into a person who has hate in their heart, hopes that he will leave and something will happen, and I see myself looking at him while he sleeps that I just want to punch him in the face.
Lonelysadwife Lonelysadwife
36-40, F
3 Responses Nov 16, 2012

It's best to create distance to heal from the abuse. Leave him in the past and restart life, rather than do something that would end badly.

Wow! I've done that too! I don't know how to leave tho so I keep looking at his face...

Yes, me too. I don't want to be this person either. Sometimes the hardest part is that we start disliking ourselves because of them.