I Am Married With A Guy Who Ruins My Life Without Any Excusehi.. today i just found myself googling the words : ' i hate my husband' and here i am..
i have been married almost 4 years with my husband who is a clean freak.. i hate everthing about cleanning ceremony of him. he has OCD about cleaning and he thinks everything in this world is dirty. he does not allow my parents to visit us and any of friends are not allowed to come to home.. actually for last years; i noticed that i also hate my home..i do not call the place as my home. i work very late on dailiy basis and trying to come home late.. you must see my home.. everythins is isolated according to their dirty levels..sound crazy?? yes.. when i go out, i have to have a shower when i am back to home. i am not allowed to touch anything before i had a shower. when i visit my mother's home , i have to take a long-detailed shower ( not a simple quick one ) cuz; my mother's home dirtiness level is higher according to him, same holds for his parents home.. also they are not allowed to visit us..he works with his father and he sometimes goes to works sometimes not...he has his own room which he calls ' dirty room '. if you enter his room, you have to clean yourself before you use the other parts of the house..it kills me more than driving me crazy.. i argue with him , i try to help him to overcome but it does not work. i am a woman, i do have some needs, i want my husband next to me. let me explain you my one simple 24 hours. i wake up very early and go to work, i work in a very stressful position in a healthcare company and i earn money for our living and back to home. i have to take a shower before i touch any place in the home. i take a shower, i cook and i watch tv. during of my activies, he comes from work to home, he enters his dirty room and he stays there. he sleeps there, he eats there..
when i say, i feel lonely, he only says; he will fix everything.. 4 years.. same bullshit. now today is sunday. i just want to go out and have a window shooping in hand in hand with my husband but do you know what he is doing? he is sleeping in his dirty room.. everyday is same.. evry day i start with a hope and end with my tears.. just wanted to have a warm and peacefull familiy life................
doddles82 31-35, F 14 Responses 0 Dec 30, 2012