Big Ole Regret

My husband was my older brothers best friend so I knew him since i was like 9, needless to say he's 8 years older then me. We first started talking when I was 17 and started dating when I was 18 my parents hated him and just a year ago finally came around. For the first 4 years of our "relationshit" he introduced me to hard core drugs and I got addicted and we did them at his parents house upstairs were we lived. He's mom hated that btw. Then he knocked me up so we stopped Doing them and moved out, we'll I stopped he still does them and on top of that includes **** with them. How degrading to me and our 6mon old girl is that? He's so selfish I changed for us and he still does the same ****!!!! At least don't watch make me feel like **** with the **** ya know ? The one thing I beg him to control since he can't control anything else!! I hate him I hate him I hate him ! You took my youth from me you ******* bastard!!
An Ep User An EP User
1 Response Jan 23, 2013

First of all...I'm not judging you! I know how manipulative some men can be (I say some men, because I know there are good guys out there too), so it's not a surprise to me that he convinced you somehow to start taking drugs. The first step for you was to get brave enough to tell your story here...The next is to improve your life. You are not happy, only you can change that. I know you have a child with him, and I think it scares you to leave him, and your daughter being without a father. However, I don't think it's good for your daughter either, to see her father on drugs. The decision is up to you, and whatever you choose to do, it has to be right for you, and your baby girl. Hope you get through this, hugs xxx

I totally agree with Kelly...