I am 33 and my husband has been an alcoholic for 4 out of 5 years we have been together. I have tried EVERYTHING to help him and get him to stop! I have left him a few times but am quick to take him back on the words that he knows he can stop and he's sorry. He will do good for a few weeks but will always end up drinking again. He drinks with the guys at work most days and ends up coming home already buzzed and slurring only to continue to drink to the point he is slurring bad and falling into walls! I can't stomach him anymore!! It's disgusting! I don't understand either, why I always take him back! I do love him but something's got to give. I am afraid to be alone, and he does help me financially! How do I go on???