My Husband Is Arrogant and We Don't Have the Same Rules!!!!
I hate my husband of 4 years I've known him for 22 years. He is arrogant, selfish, self centered and self serving and VERY EMOTIONALLY ABUSIVE..... He is in Special Forces so he thinks he's even more important. I am breastfeeding a 5 month old and today I had enough...so instead of fighting with him in front of everyone I got in the car and left...yes we have bottles and formula for back up... unfortunately my baby hates bottles. Any how as you can see I can't even collect my thoughts to write this...I am all over the place. Long story short I was gone a little less than 5 hours, he called my friends house and told me that if I didn't come home he was taking the baby to the hospital to tell them I had abandoned my kids. Ummm he is the father!!! Then he proceeded to call the advice nurse and tell her I abandoned the baby and he hadn't eaten in 6 hours...and mind you he was sitting in a wet diaper. He doesn't sleep through the night...he feeds more at night sometimes than during the day. He didn't try to give him any food. Yes, I feed him baby food. He is always yelling and screaming at me outside so neighbors can hear. They all can't stand him or the way he treats me. It's obvious. I can hardly wait until he needs a new security clearance. He yells at me outside and tells me I'm a ***** and horrible mother at least once a week. He tells me I'm worthless and do nothing for our family. Ah because I stay home to raise our children. I work on his divorce/chil support case with his ex....we pay her almost $2000 a month. Yet I do nothing for our family???!!! I don't have any clothes at this point that fit or even look decent, don't get my hair or nails done and have anxiety attacks when I go grocery shopping....yet he can buy beer, chew, car parts, nice equipment which he says is for work, guns...etc.... When I was pregnant he registered at adult friend finder under a name.... the name of his favorite car...which he has 2 of...so I am reminded everyday of that when I pull in the drive way!!!! Am I nuts to hate him???? Oh so when I came home today after he says I "abandoned my kids... he took off!!! We definately don't have the same rules... God help me I hate him SOOOOOOO much!!!!