I hate my husband because he always comes first. His drinking comes first. His needs/wants come first. He doesn't care if I need sleep, if I'm sick, pregnant, whatever, he will badger me until he gets what he wants. I cannot believe this is my life; that this is the man I'm supposed to spend the rest of my life with.

Once out of his drunken stupor he pretends like everything is ok and whatever drama ensued will never happen again. We do this over and over and over.
sickofthisdisrespectfuljerk sickofthisdisrespectfuljerk
46-50, F
2 Responses Aug 17, 2014

...and he always will!!! Selfish.

I'm sorry, I know how you feel & it's exhausting to actually live it.

Mee too