I Hate My Husband
I met my husband when I was fifteen and we have been together for twenty yrs! We have been married for thirteen with two great kids. My hsbnd is a great father. He is hard working generous person. The problem? He cannot tell you what is bothering him so he blames me usually and he gets very, very angry.
This summer we had a problem with his new friends which included a single girl. I hated it. He would not stop talking to this girl or seeing her. I almost left him. I don't know if he cheated or not but if left us on the outs for months.
What the hell do I do after being with this man for twenty yrs with two kids, I do not have my own job he has supported us for ten yrs now while I stay home. I have no where to go, no money and I am depressed. All this has left me feeling so ashamed and worthless. I love my husband with all my heart, if he said we could go for help because he really wants to work things out I would be on seventh heaven, but thre is no chance on that wehn he does even admit when he is in the wrong. Maybe i shoud just go for help. I just don't know anymore.