Single Mom To Be...

My husband and i met 4 years ago.  It almost seemed like we were meant to be.  We were so in love and ready to spend the rest of our lives together.  We were inseparable.  We were married 6 months after we met and 3 months after we were pregnant with our first daughter.  

We always had problems from the beginning, but never like this.  He's an officer in the national guard.  I'm not sure if many of you  know, that ARMY HUSBANDS CAN BE REAL JERKS....

The first year of our marriage was okay i mean i would of rather stayed single because once we were married everything changed.  Now we have 2 little girls who are exactly 18 months apart.  My little girls are everything to me, i often wants to run away and be a single mother. 

When my husband is not around i am so much happier.  I feel like he is trying to micro manage everything.  I stay home with the girls.  I cook, clean, do laundry, and go to school full time.  I'm trying to pursue a higher education and this ******* does not take my education seriously.  He's been deployed (Iraq) shortly after 911, so just because "you've" been to 3rd world country that makes you better than me and a lot smarter?

He's also a PK "Preachers Kid"  he grew up in a very judgmental environment. 

I need to run, run away....

He is so self centered

 

 

Eliemae Eliemae
26-30, F
Feb 7, 2010