I Hate My Job
I went to college for 5 years. 4 of those years I studied accounting and that's what I got my degree in. I HATE accounting! I don't know what was going through my mind when I got that degree!! I struggled learning that sh*t and somehow managed to get a B average. In the middle of my accounting studies I thought I would change majors and go for a nursing degree. I spent a year in that program and even got a job at the hospital as a secretary. Seeing what the nurses actually DO...I decided that was NOT for me. I switched back to accounting and forced myself through it. Meanwhile I got married, had babies and became a stay at home mom. I did a little part-time accounting work over the years here and there, but it was never satisfying.
So for the past 6 years I've been a stay at home mom full time. Then my father in law has a buddy who has an accounting firm that needs some part time help. They really wanted to hire me and offered me great hours 8-2:30 so I can take my kids to school and pick them up since my husband works till 9 every night. Perfect! However they only offered to pay me $10/hr. That sucks. They hired me at the beginning of this year and said that they weren't sure if it would be a permanent position or not. There is a girl that works there that MIGHT be quitting in May...plus they need help through tax season. So I was fine with that.
So everyone that works there is nice and tolerable. The girl that is training me, that I MIGHT be taking her job...is a former acquaintance of mine anyway so we get along great. BUT here's what SUCKS about my job...
Me and my officemate are stuck in a little bitty room that is the size of my bathroom at home...about 12 ft. by 9 ft. :(
There are no windows. :(
I have to sit it the desk all day and crunch numbers.....I HATE THAT! I hate just sitting and sitting and staring and typing and numbers!@ ARGH! I'm about to go nuts! I can feel the pounds quickly adding on from sitting on my A*S all day and I've only worked there a month! Dang it!
I want to quit!!! I wouldn't mind helping through tax season. The extra money is helping right now. BUT...I don't know what I want to do after that. I just KNOW that I do not want a desk job!!! I can't stand sitting down all day and stuck in a little bitty room with no windows! It is going to make me depressed and angry!!!
I feel like a failure for quitting though. My father in law will probably be embarrassed that he recommended me to his friend because I wasn't a dedicated employee. My friend that is training me will probably be pissed that she's going to have to train someone else after training me. My husband is ticked because he likes me working (extra money helps) but he doesn't believe in me that I will find anything else that I can do to make money at that has as good hours as this job does.
I do NOT see myself working a desk job ever agian. I hate it, I hate it, I hate it!
In fact, really...what I love ...is cleaning. I would love to start my own housecleaning business. i know that sounds like a step down from 'accounting' but really ...is it worth it to be stuck in a job you hate...forever?? That would be like a living hell!!! argh!
I just don't know what to do at this point. Lots of thinking to do for sure...
So for the past 6 years I've been a stay at home mom full time. Then my father in law has a buddy who has an accounting firm that needs some part time help. They really wanted to hire me and offered me great hours 8-2:30 so I can take my kids to school and pick them up since my husband works till 9 every night. Perfect! However they only offered to pay me $10/hr. That sucks. They hired me at the beginning of this year and said that they weren't sure if it would be a permanent position or not. There is a girl that works there that MIGHT be quitting in May...plus they need help through tax season. So I was fine with that.
So everyone that works there is nice and tolerable. The girl that is training me, that I MIGHT be taking her job...is a former acquaintance of mine anyway so we get along great. BUT here's what SUCKS about my job...
Me and my officemate are stuck in a little bitty room that is the size of my bathroom at home...about 12 ft. by 9 ft. :(
There are no windows. :(
I have to sit it the desk all day and crunch numbers.....I HATE THAT! I hate just sitting and sitting and staring and typing and numbers!@ ARGH! I'm about to go nuts! I can feel the pounds quickly adding on from sitting on my A*S all day and I've only worked there a month! Dang it!
I want to quit!!! I wouldn't mind helping through tax season. The extra money is helping right now. BUT...I don't know what I want to do after that. I just KNOW that I do not want a desk job!!! I can't stand sitting down all day and stuck in a little bitty room with no windows! It is going to make me depressed and angry!!!
I feel like a failure for quitting though. My father in law will probably be embarrassed that he recommended me to his friend because I wasn't a dedicated employee. My friend that is training me will probably be pissed that she's going to have to train someone else after training me. My husband is ticked because he likes me working (extra money helps) but he doesn't believe in me that I will find anything else that I can do to make money at that has as good hours as this job does.
I do NOT see myself working a desk job ever agian. I hate it, I hate it, I hate it!
In fact, really...what I love ...is cleaning. I would love to start my own housecleaning business. i know that sounds like a step down from 'accounting' but really ...is it worth it to be stuck in a job you hate...forever?? That would be like a living hell!!! argh!
I just don't know what to do at this point. Lots of thinking to do for sure...