Unhappy Ever After

I went to Med school, then got a residency in my area of expertise and have been basically loathing what I do for 19 years (not counting the 6 years in Med School). I don't know if I will ever be brave enough to start all over again. I fear not knowing what else to do. I would like to write, but what if I don't make enough money? Most writers I know struggle and don't have any cash. Neither do I BTW I was never the saving type.
I feel like I'm punishing myself. If I had the guts would rather jump off a bridge than ever seeing a patient again.
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Jan 14, 2013