Im A Friggen Mess

I am a fat ugly judgemental and just overall a bitchy person. I hate myself and because I am so self concious I miss out on so much. I am so negative. Whenever I try to be positive and try to be happy something bad happens and ruins it. I have these panic attacks where I feel like just freaking out and stabbing myself with a knife over and over again. My fiance doesnt understand. I dont know what to do.
FrustratedFiance FrustratedFiance
22-25, F
1 Response Jul 16, 2010

I feel exactly thte same way i hate the way i look and because it makes me miserable i become so bitchy and I always feel awful afterwards