I'm absolutely numb. Nothing makes me happy, and it feels like nothing ever will. I'm a dead person walking, like a zombie through life, pretending to be like everyone else. When the truth is that I'm a creep, and I don't belong here. I hate my life, and I hate myself. I'll never be good enough and it's just too hard trying. I have to cut just to make myself feel alive. Living is pointless, I'm doomed anyway. I just don't know what I've done to fail so miserably. Why was I even born?