For some of us Christmas is a time of feeling alone and depressed. I have always loved Christmas but this year did it for me. I think I am done. We opened presents at my house tonight and I sat and watched as my kids, grandkids and hubby opened at least 10 to 15 presents each. I had a whole three presents under the tree. One was a gift that all of my children pitched in together for me. The other two were pieces of jewlery that I bought for myselff and he insisted I wrap and put under the tree. It is sad when I am not appreciated anyore then that. I guess I should quit whining about my sad life. I will but before I do, I have to say that Christmas will be different one way or another. I do so much for him throughout the year and this is the reward I get. I think I am done. No more self pity and no more sympathic soul. I can't play this game anymore. Time for rule changes.