Life Always Will Suck ***
lets see...........well my life sucks.
my family is falling apart. ill back up a bit.
i never had any friends when i was younger. from age 8-14.
i guess my personality sucked.
i tried so hard.
i was depressed. no friends.never went to school b/c everyone treated me like ****
my brother was very depressed and at 16 he developed a heroin addiction
my familys attention was always on him.
my problems werent big enough.
so when i was about 13 aLMOST 14 I said enough is enough.
nobody understands how bad this is.
i started cutting myself
i attempted to overdose
i was in and out of hospitals.
and u know what they said i was doing
**** YA I WAS ATTENTION SEEKING
I NEEDED HELP.
SO BASICLY THEY TOLD ME TO NOT ASK FOR HELP.
THATS WHAT I HEARD.
AND IVE BEEN ****** UP IN A DIFFERENT WAY EVER SINCE.
NOW I DONT TALK TO ANYONE.
CAUSE I DONT THINK THEY WANNA KNOW.
OH AND TO TOP IT OFF MY DAD DIED A YEAER AGO ON JUNE 26.
THREE DAYS BEFORE MY B-DAY.
I WAS TURNING 16.
MY LIFE ******* SUCKS.
SO NOW I JUST GET ****** UP!