You Say You Love Me...

You say you love me... is this love? To me love is wanting your spouse to be happy... their dreams and wants should mean some thing to you. Your sole purpose seems to be to squelch mine. Every day I feel like a little more of me dies inside, this eternity is just too long. I feel like I am wasting my youth, all my good years down the drain, in the sh  itt er along with this farce of a marriage!
blissfulmiss blissfulmiss
36-40, F
3 Responses May 12, 2012

Why do I see myself on the same path...why I feel like i already wasted my youth......it seems replica of my feelings that I have for my marriage...

I feel this exactly. I envy other couples who seem to stand strong together and take joy in each other.

It would mean more to show it than giving me empty words and cold actions..... ( ((hugs)) to you Typically. )