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My Mil Is Always Looking For Attention

I have lived with my MIL since the day I got married. I don't know why I agreed to it. I was young and stupid I guess. My husband is a hard worker and a good man but he just can't let go of her. The whole family dynamic is bizarre at times so I don't blame him entirely. It seems that he was raised to always care for her.
My MIL must have either aspergers or some type of social dysfunction. She is in her 80s so its really too late for change. She has no friends and people in general do not like her over the long run. So she focussesmher time and effort on her family. She manipulates her son and my two children. When I get mad at her, she'll bow her head and pretend to cry behind my back so they all think ive done something awful to her. Or sometimes she'd say to my kids after she did something wrong, "don't tell your mother or she'll get mad at me". When my kids were small and much more naive, she would tell them to not tell me what she had done, or I might hit her or yell at her. So they would keep secrets from me. At other times she would tell them that she couldn't play with them because I was making her fold clothes, etc.
When they were younger, she babysat for my kids but it was against my wishes. I paid her to do it because she had no income and no money coming in. I paid her holidays and vacation time also. I did this because of her poor behavior, I did not want to give her any reason to complain. Still she would go around my town and complain, or tell people she did it to help us.
One time her doctor called me to tell me that if I were a good mother, I would stay home with my kids and not make an elderly, sick woman watch them. She was about 68 at the time. This woman today, in her mid 80s, walks 3-4 miles every day. There is nothing sickly about her.
I am writing this today, because she has yet ruined another holiday for me. And because she has been so successful in her victim portrayals, my teen kids feel sorry for her and blame me for all the problems of the day.
I love my husband, and my kids. I even love my MIL for the good woman I know she must have been at some point in her life. My husband tells me that she always was crazy so I should just let it go but after many, many years I just can't anymore. I have always been a yeller, but now I'm becoming a lunatic. My worst fear is that the day she dies, will be the end of my marriage. My husband is a good guy but he's a bit oddly attached to her. Who knows what that day will bring. So I offer this to cyberspace as there really is nobody else on this planet who understands and I am the end of my rope. Happy Christmas all!
KLKBSMIL KLKBSMIL 46-50 2 Responses Dec 26, 2011

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Here are some words to google...<br />
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Mother enmeshed men<br />
Malignant Narcissist<br />
Emotional ******<br />
The Karpmans Triangle<br />
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Just to start. I would recommend the Narcissists Suck blog spot and the What Makes Narcissists Tick blog spot and then get a copy of Dr.Pecks book called the People of the Lie.<br />
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This is a start, see if you see your MIL in any of this writing.<br />
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This is a very complex issue and it will take years to work through, the first step is educating yourself on what you are dealing with, put a label on it, that will give you the first bit of power over it.<br />
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Unfortunately MILs like this are very toxic and it is not a good situation when the son is enabling it or showing what they call mama's boy behavior. <br />
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It is very very selfish of these MILs to spousify their sons the way that many do, typically they are emotionally unhealthy women who usually have some sort of mental issue in the mix. Sounds like your MIL is of the "she is not a fully functioning adult and thus should not be expected to behave like one" variety.<br />
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Sucks when the weakest link more or less rules the family with their weakness, this all keeps her at the center of attention. <br />
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Your future goal is to get as away from this toxic waste dump of a person as you can. It will take a bit of time, but if you don't she will suck you soul right out of you.<br />
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They can be conquered but it is not a great life. <br />
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I have been there, mine sounds like she could you MILs twin sister, if any of this is helpful let me know, I have more info on the topic, so much info on the topic.

Thank you for your message. I really appreciate all the info you supplied. I have already started researching. It's amazing. Thanks again!

In this situation, the truth will set you free. The truth is exactly what gets twisted sometimes. This information will give you that, give you a name to what you are going through if you find you can related to any of it. After this step, after you have power over it by naming it and understanding it, the next step is detachment. I found after detachment there is peace and then after peace I sort of feel pity for MIL for how her life was lived and wish things could have been different.

Family, and especially in-laws, can really ruin the holidays. I really didn't like having to see my MIL for Christmas. Sorry that your MIL ruined your holidays. I hope and pray things get better for your situation.

Thank you so much. I had another bad day with her. Imagine having an argument with your husband with your MIL there, and she stays there in the room and makes comments. Really? Ugh!

OMG, I can imagine! It hasn't happened to me yet, but mine is the type to do that, since she is constantly asking questions about what we're talking about in the middle of our conversations (and we might not even know she was close enough to hear).