Ripped My Wedding Dress Apart
Last night DH told me that the divorce was all my fault, and why couldn't I have just been happy with his mother when went to their home that weekend. I yelled at him, lost complete control , told him everything I wanted to about his mother and the control she has over him, even told him that she is a manipulator, continued telling him incidents since the day we got married that happened regarding her. I even told him things that he had done to me and how many times I forgave him for all that ****!!!
He then told me that nobody was telling him what to do and he it is his decision to divorce me. I then told him "thank you for telling me that, it is what's going to pull me through this time"he then left the room telling me "look at it this way , you will never have to see my family again!!" and so i responded "Look at it this way, you will never have to see me again"
I was seething with so much anger that I could not sleep , by the morning I was a raving lunatic , I tore up my wedding dress , ripped it apart with the scissors!! I was so angry I could not stop myself, I just kept ripping at it over and over again!! It was like I lost complete control of my hands and I was standing outside my body and watching myself do it.
I just ripped it into pieces........It's now completely destroyed