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I Hate My Mom . And Would Like To Talk To Her Why I Hate Her

It has been long time since I seen my Mom she died long time ago.

And relied all this time she was sick .

But when I was growing up. I knew she had some thing wrong.

She hit me every day of my life.

And to this day I have her angry and i am the one that as to work on it and she did not on her own.


I don't know how to acted she taught me how to act with angry.

And not I had my son take way because of my angry and then they never did in thing to her.

And now i am suffering from it and i am mad that i have to do some thing to mine and she is the one that give to me.

Then she didn't have to work on hers .

And now I have to be punished for some thing that was given to me and i am not to happy.

Then people don't wanted to be around me because of my angry.


I feel if people knows that i have angry problem they live me alone.

But know they come around and get me up set.

And i am trying not to get mad .

But my head goes fast and I try not blow up .

But it is hard for what i have.

Trying to learn things.

I am glad my Mom is gone .
I have hard time to be around her for what she did to me.


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ladywolf123 ladywolf123 51-55, F 2 Responses Sep 11, 2011

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I don't agree with the previous commentor, who just berated you for not yet knowing how to get rid of the anger your mother left you as her legacy. It sounds to me like you know what you are up against, know the source of your anger, and are searching hard for a different way of being in the world. It seems perfectly reasonable to resent the anger seething inside of you and to have very mixed feelings about your mom. Being sick is no excuse for hitting your child. And I am so sad that your own child was taken away because of an anger that has filtered down through at least two generations. I wonder if one of your mother's parents ever hit her?<br />
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In a way, you could talk to your mom. Some people find it very helpful to talk to an empty chair as if it were that person. Saying everything out tloud, and even imagine what she might say in return, can offer a measure of freedom. It's an opportunity to say all the things, express all of the complex emotions, that have been building up over time. <br />
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Good luck.

YES I MOVED ON .<br />
AND JUST WOULD LIKE TO TALK TO HER .<br />
AND THAT TIME OF HER LIFE SHE DO THAT.<br />
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BUT PEOPLE SAY THAT CANCER CAN MAKE YOU ANGRY AND REALLY SICK.<br />
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AND NOW I SEE WHY SHE DID IT.<br />
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AND BACK THEN I DID NOT UNDER STAND IT.<br />
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SO I HAVE MOVED ON .<br />
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BUT WHEN I WAS YOUNG I HATE HER AND TOOK LOT OF TIME TO GET OVER IT.<br />
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THANK YOU FOR COME BY AND TALK TO ME.