My mother has no idea how i feel after all the crap she has said to my face. She actually makes me cry myself to sleep at night. I cant live with this crap anymore and i just wish it would stop. She is so annoying and one day she will be proud to hear me and look at me but it will be too late. I cant wait until i can leave her *** and just leave and be as far away as possible from her she just makes me think why am i here. I cant live with this crap over and over for days she doesn't talk to me always pushing and saying things that a kind and caring mom would not say ever or think i hat her i cant live like this. Some one just make it stop.