Hate Xian Mother

I am sure I am not the typical person who hates their mother, but I do. I am in my 50s and I still hate the *****. Why you ask, because her and my old man raised me a xian home, forced their religion on me and made me endure countless hours in the confines of a church. It wasn't until I escaped them that I saw xianty and religion in general for what it was. Her and my old man were also racists, who would make such terrible comments about Blacks. So yes, even at my age, I long for the day I get the call that she is dead. As with my father, I will celebrate and dance on her grave. At this point I don't want love, I just want her money.
dhevel dhevel
56-60, M
3 Responses May 9, 2012

Oh, this is really sad. No matter what, your parents are your parents and you can never change that. I hope you forgive them before it's too late..x

More than the old girl wants and money that could be put to a much better cause than her well-being!

Its freeing to say it out loud. Not that it matters, but does she have much money?