Hurt.

i was HURT when you said those things to me.
i was HURT when you made me feel like nothing.
i know i have made mistakes
i know I'm not the perfect daughter.
i KNOW my sister is perfect.
but it HURT when you called me a *****
it HURT when you told me no one likes me
it HURT when you told me i had no friends
i try
i try
i try
but i am done trying.
i can't do anything right.
when i have children i will NEVER let you hit them like you hit me
i will NEVER let you talk to them like you talk to me.
I AM NOT A DOG
I AM NOT AN ANIMAL
YOU HURT ME!
i will NEVER forgive you for what you have done to this family
i will NEVER forgive you for what you have engraved in my soul
i have ALWAYS loved you.
i have ALWAYS prayed for you mommy.
but that is over.
i will NEVER forgive you.
you HURT me.
you HURT me.
you HURT me.
so now its time to leave you behind in my life.
mspence222 mspence222
22-25
May 22, 2012