I Can't Take Much More
My mother has extreme bipolar but refuses to admit it. Everyone sees it but her. I don't know how or why someone hasn't sent her to a hospital yet. I'm the one she always takes her moods out on. My sister is her angel as she often tells me and I'm just "diablo". Things will be going fine than literally nothing will make her snap and all hell breaks loose. The names she calls me are names no mother should ever call their own child. It's because of her I struggle with major depression and anxiety. I've tried to kill myself twice because of her. She laughs about these things and calls me a "trashy sociopath." I really don't know what to do, I don't know how much longer of this I can take. Moving out is not an option because I am currently unemployed do I have to wait till I find a new job, and she refuses to go to therapy.