Im Oficially Done!I am done Im done! Now this b***h is gonna come in my room and yell at me again over what you ask? I woke up this morning already knowing that its gonna be a bad day I woke up and decided to clean my room because today is an only chance I might have to clean my room so I stayed in my room all morning dusting and cleanng while she Im not even gonna say mother was in the kitchen doing God knows what i finished clean my room then moved on to cleaning my bathroom all this time I havent said a word to her she hasnt a word to me fine now im in my room Im all done and I decided that Im gonna get started on my school assignments she came rushing in my room starting yelling and screaming saying we both cant be in the same house and shes tired of me and my attitude in this house she yelled and screamed and say what she needed to say now when its my turn to talk shes gonna walk away and not wanna hear it or shut me up when its my turn now to say what I gotta say and just becausr I didnt come to her the night before or didnt say anything to her shes pi***d about that I said to her Im not like you and I dont jump on people and say what I gotta say right away she gonna scream and say damn right im not like her that i could never be like her like shes some high and mighty person that cant talk to her
And what got me mad was after I try to do something nice for her it freaking totally blew up in my face and now shes gonna come scream at yell at me just because I spent the morning cleaning my room and bathroom SHE IS A SICK AND TWISTED NO GOOD BI**H WHO JUST WANTS ME OUT THE HOUSE but what eucks is I wanna leave too its just that I have no where to go and im not employed to financially take care of myself as muchs as im looking for jobs. As of right now im shaking because im trying so hard not to go crazy like going of to kill myself because if i wasnt a christian and know the consequences after I would just might go ahead and do it and I dont wanna go back to that dark place I end up in a few months ago she pissed me off so bad that I just started throwing and breaking stuff all over my room I became a maniac because of her and prayed and said to myself that I never wanna do again because something just came over me and I dont know what is was but it wasnt me that was a really dark place for me and it was all because of her I would never wish bad on her but ill make the except just for her because i feel she deserve it.
Reneecole 18-21 1 Response 1 Aug 31, 2012