I Hate Her Guts

Excuse me if my punctuation is wrong. Im the only child and I hate my mother she bullies me ,and just cruel I always get compared to other people.im very smart I made advanced on both my state tests last year im a sophomore but every since highscholl my grades have been dropping she tells me im gona be nasty when I grow up il never get anywhere I pray then cry pray then say il ignore but I can't help it she's evil ,she has no friends so I have to sit and listen to all her gossip about work im tired && suicidal wouldn't kill my self because i wana go to heaven but i beg God to kill me at nite i have frequent thoughts of taking my life im in hell
lostone4 lostone4
18-21, F
Jan 5, 2013