My Jealous Mother

At the age of 32 I have officially come to accept the fact that my mother is nothing more than an insecure jealous teenager in a 60 year old body.. She has tormented me my entire life.. And it has exhausted me... Made me feel like I am never good enough at anything I do and ultimately I feel a huge amount of disappointment in myself no matter what I accomplish..she has disowned me now for reasons that make no sense whatsoever but I still love her and at times I feel pity for her pathetic life
Lorabethtn Lorabethtn
31-35
1 Response Jan 7, 2013

I know the feeling. But remember she has chosen to not face the truth. She has chosen to take out her own disappointment in herself on you.

My mother is somewhat the same and she has tried many times to disown me. Well I recently disowned her and walked away. Done. Finito.

I feel bad because she doesn't know what she's missing. She picked her own stupid selfishness over me. And that's ok cause I don't have to live like her.

I am now learning how to see how great I am! Enjoying MY life and what it has to offer without her in my ear taking me down.