I Hate My Mother

Every since I was little she always chose everything else over me. Only onc in a blue moon she did something good, but apart from that everything came before me. I was always looked down at and now everytime people talk about their mom I feel awkward. I don't know what to say or how to feel about giving stuff to your mom. She's driven me to the point that til this very day I wish I never existed. But I'd never take my life cause I have other things to live for. Am I wrong? What can I do to feel better ?
An Ep User An EP User
Jan 7, 2013