She Always Chooses 'him' Over Us...

No matter Who or what him it may be, he will come BEFORE her 3 children and 2 grandchildren... yes, we are all three grown, im 19 and still "unfortunately" live with her, my fiance and i had to move BACK with her to help her keep her stupid house. every thing was fine until another "him" came into the picture. i hate her for it. he hogs OUR tv that we bought and the service that WE pay for, shes turned into a ***** again. hes bad news but she'll never admit it. she PRETENDS to care about her kids to make people like her. my brother hasnt talked to her since the divorce when he was 15, now hes 28... (wich she caused by cheating on our father...) i was molested for 3 years from the time i was 8-10 by the boyfriend-of-the-every-other-month's son bc she chose him to babysit me. i never told my family about it tho.. it was all her fault. my older sister raised me and her first born together (shes 10 years older then I)... im so frustrated with her i want to rip my face off and throw her out a window.... i dont know what to do anymore. i just disowned her tonight and now im looking for new places to live but its slim bc my other half is the only one working, im out of work with a back injury... why cant she ever learn to be a mother, when i told her about herself she told me to stop making **** up and to grow up! ha yea, im trying to get my life together while she ****** around. what a dumb *****... i dont even kno what to say theres no way to shorten my rant so ill just end it here. im so frustrated im speechless...
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Jan 12, 2013