She Makes Me Want to Commit Suicide.

Today my mom and I got in a horrible fight (it happens often). It escalated to the point where she picked a hammer up and threatened to put a hole in my t.v. Then she called me a dirty hooker and said I have no friends that care about me (which i've been feeling is true lately so it really hurt) and that she didn't care about me and if she could have had an abortion she would have. Of course, I responded by saying she looked like an elephant and I wished she was dead. I do though! I HATE that woman!! And everytime we get in a fight she threatens to call the cops. She's had me arrested 6 times for stupid things like throwing a phone across the room and slamming a door! Literally. She calls me a failure all the time so today I cut an F into each of my legs, so that I will never forget that I am a failure. Honestly, right now all I want to do is end it. Look, there's no point. I have no friends that give a sh*t, my own parents don't care, they're always threatening to kick me out (I'm 18) and god, I just want to die. There's really no point in living. I just got dumped and of course she had to throw that in my face and laugh about it. I hate that woman. I hope she gets hit by a fu**ing bus. Nasty fu**ing wh*re.

Ambam420mgd Ambam420mgd
18-21
7 Responses Mar 9, 2009

Okay...I will be the Devils advo. ( what you really know BUT don't want to admit)...Sorry. Your Mom...you care about and would like + feed back is fustrated,,,you also are fustrated and I'm guessing (Not) giving good vibes?? (Always takes 2 two tangle) Your "F" in your skin should stand for "Future" - good, positive, forward. Because it sounds like you are a strong type of person.

i will be your friend!!! im so sorry you have a ******* ***** for a mother. but my mother is wayyy worse than yours,,,<br />
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i cant do anything about others but go to **** my life.com if it makes you feel anybetter read :)<br />
im so sorry but lets survive!!!yes!

Oh I know what you feel my mother is the kind that walks into the room after a fight brainwashes u into thinking ur wrong and gives u the it's okay I forgive u tear tear u need a psycologist do u want me to talk to ur school ****! Move out and fight d your own place instead of thinking of suicide - ur life doesn't revovle around her and u are most certantly not a failure :)

Oh I know what you feel my mother is the kind that walks into the room after a fight brainwashes u into thinking ur wrong and gives u the it's okay I forgive u tear tear u need a psycologist do u want me to talk to ur school ****! Move out and fight d your own place instead of thinking of suicide - ur life doesn't revovle around her and u are most certantly not a failure :)

i totally agree with you<br />
but at least your 18 & can actually move out<br />
im stuck here for 3 more yrs / :

Get a job and move out. If you go to college or join the military (don't laugh, worked for me) you'll meet new people and be happier without someone treating you like that. Just get away from her, she obviously has issues and she's taking them out on you. You'll be a lot happier when you're out of that house.

haha i totally feel you girll, my mom is the biggest hypocrite on the planettt your not alone :)